Another year since you left me mam , that's nine years now that you have been away from home . I still miss you as much as ever and wish you were here with me . This pandemic has given me a lot more time on my own , thinking , wishing , hoping ... if you were here with me it may not be so bad . I miss you mam and I think of you quite often , very often , the consolation I have is that one day I will be joining you and my dad , what a wonderful day that will be xxxxxxx Love you x